One Long Distance Call...

I was walking toward the parking lot after class. My hands were balled into fists. Hot tears were streaming down my face; I don't understand! "I thought God was supposed to be planning my life!! Where the carbs is He? Has he not heard me?" I wanted to stop in the middle of the sidewalk and scream at the sky "CAN'T YOU SEE ME DOWN HERE?!!", but thought better of it, considering there were cars and people all around me.
"I wish I could just talk with God outloud right now!" *ding!* The lightbulb suddenly turned on in my head! I grabbed my cell phone out of my pocket and flipped it open and said "Hello?" The was no answer on the other line. "Oh hey.", I replied. Still no answer. I glanced around; nobody seemed to be bothered by my behavior, I appeared to be having a normal conversation on the phone. "You may think this weird talking to you like this on the phone, but I just wanted to make sure you hear me down here. Sometimes I feel like I can't trust you! Like you assigned me this college, this career and there is nothing I can do about it! I just don't understand! Just help me understand! Please I need you to open my eyes so I can trust you!" I listened, and God actually talked back to me! He responded! I listened for a few minutes before responding, "Yes. I know. It's so hard though....I am sorry for not trusting you. I will talk to you later ok? bye." And I shut my phone and stuffed it back in my pocket like every other college student would do when ending a phone conversation. I smiled. Because I knew my call was directly from heaven....how cool is that. :)